I miss you so much

22 september 2013

Tarikh yang akan aku sentiasa ingati. 

Ya Allah, kuatkan hatiku, imanku, seluruh tubuh badanku. 

Sesungguhnya, aku amat merindui nenekku yang tercinta. 

Aku amat merindui gelak tawanya, cerita-ceritanya, dan segala-gala tentang dirinya.

Jagalah dia, wahai Ya Allah. 

Pemergiannya sungguh terasa buat diriku, keluarga dan rakan taulan. 

Saat terakhir kali, aku memeluknya.

Saat terakhir kali, dia menyambut aku di muka pintu. 

Saat terakhir kali, aku memandang muka nya.

Tidak menyangka begitu pantas Dia memanggilnya. 

Nenek, andai along tahu, along pasti mahu memeluk nenek puas-puas.

Nenek, andai along tahu, along pasti ingin berada disisi nenek selalu.

Nenek, andai along tahu, along pasti ingin mencium nenek banyak-banyak.

Nenek, andai along tahu, along pasti bawa nenek berjalan-jalan dengan kereta baru.

Andai along tahu, along pasti ingin mengucapkan yang along sayang nenek selama-lamanya.

Nenek, semoga nenek tenang disana.

Insha Allah, nanti along menyusul. 

Nanti kita diketemukan diatas sana. 

Salam sayang buat nenek tercinta, Milah binti jantan khas dari cucu keduamu. 

Rutin harianku

Currently, aku tengah tunggu doktor. Dalam keadaan macam ni pon boleh terkenang-kenang. Haish. 

Bosan dan sunyi agaknya. Yelah, aku nak bercakap dengan sapa pulak, takde pulak patient lain. 

Nevermind, aku tetap kuat lagi gagah perkasa. 

Klinik yang aku tengah duduk melepak ni, nama dia Crown Clinic. 

Nama kemainnnn, perempuan kah doktor nya? 

Gara-gara mengidam nak jadi princess kah, letak nama crown nih. Hiks.

Biasa lah, bila kerja sales begini memang kena sabar. Sabar menunggu, sabar dengan karenah doktor, sabar dengan semua benda. 

Baru boleh berjaya dengan cemerlang. 

Ramai yang suka dengan kerjaya aku sekarang, sebab boleh jalan sana sini. Actually, aku pun suka jalan sana sini, lagi-lagi ada BF baru menemai melalui segala liku-liku perjalanan. Ewah! 

Tapi tuh laa, part yang tak best sebab kita ada sales target. 

Boss gua tengah tunggu time nak attact gua je tuh. 

Tapi takpe, aku coba dan terus mencoba.

Aih, doktor nih lamo nauu. Dengan patient ke dengan apa tuh. 

Nih laa company tercinta. Merah menyala macam darah segar bugar. 

Okay, aku akan terus menaip ketika kebosanan. 

Kebosanan yang tegar,

B

Cliche

Dulu ye seronok bila orang tanya bila nak kahwin. Sekarang sakit je rasa. Bukan marah, bukan tak suka, tapi sedih sebab tragis sangat kisah cinta aku. 

Takpe, redha. Hadapi semua dengan senyuman. 

Allah dah plan 'baekkk punyee', kita terima jelah k. 

Kalau ada jodoh tak kemana, mana taw depan mata je jodoh aku sebenarnya. 

Siapa siapa?

Itu yang kita tak taw, kalau taw senang lahhh, tak payah sakit-sakit macam ni dokk? 

Okay, nak pi kedai sat. Teman si gendut beli barang.

Xoxo,

B

Alhamdulillah ❤

Salam readers.

For the time being, i need to do a lot of things.
Reports, standard of procedures and case study.
Preparation for muet.
Whyyy all these thing should done in one month?
Dear july, i'll try hard to success.
Alhamdulillah, i just get offer from BP Healthcare company few days ago. I'll start on 8th july.
Hope i can do well in this company.
BP lab such a big company, have many francais around Malaysia.
The most important is, one of the branch is located at Teluk Intan.
Woot woot! :D

Its getting late now, i need to take a nap. Tomorrow i might have a long journey.
From kajang to KL then continue to Jengka. On that day, abah decided to going back to KL.
Phewww!
Wasalam.
:)

Rahsia surah AL-FATIHAH

1. Al-fatihah baca 14 kali sebelum tidur : Suami dan anak-anak akan mengingati kita selalu.

2. Al-fatihah baca 41 kali tiup dalam air dan minum serta buat air mandian : Melepaskan rasa sakit dalaman.

3. Al-fatihah baca 7 kali dan usap di kepala setiap pagi dan sekali sebelum tidur : Kepada orang yang berpenyakit mental.

4. Al-fatihah baca 7 kali dan sapu ke atas kepala bayi yang suka menangis pada malam hari atau pada bila-bila masa.

5. Al-fatihah baca 3 kali tiup dalam segelas air : Minum dan baca sambil mengusap kawasan yang rasa sakit.

6. Al-fatihah baca 3 atau 7 kali, gunakan ibu jari dan tekan di langit-langit (mulut), kemudian sapu kepada tempat yang sakit. Luka berdarah, sengat lebah, jari terkepit di pintu.

Bacalah dengan khusyuk, tawakal kepada Allah dan niatlah dengan jujur, insha Allah ianya hanya penawar yang terbaik kepada semua.
Mari kita amalkan untuk semua.
=D

Motif

Motif buat blog baru?

1. Blog lama bazz tak boleh nak ubah design. *stress cari jalan nak ubah, but still nothing change*

2. Hidup baru, buku baru, blog pon baru lah. *retis gituww*

3. Blog lama dah bosan, blog baru semangat sikit nak tulis. *ye ye jeee, tengok-tengok berhabuk juga*

For new readers,

Hello from me, bazz. Let's start all over again. =)

Im heading to 24th this year, quite old but yet still looks childish. =P

Currently, too much to think about. 

Trying to plan all the things out.

Bila dah habis belajar, start lah pikir kerja. pikir nak cari duit. pikir nak beli kereta, pikir nak simpan duit. Blaablaablablaaa.

Banyak kan?

Kita kena pandai memanupulasikan minda kita sendiri, mana satu yang patut fikir dulu. Kalau semua nak fikir memang satu apa pun tak jalan kan?

Anomnomnom.

I have a list of 8 things to do after graduating. Haha. 

1. Something else. Really. Just do something else. Anything else. But make it new. Make it fun, too. *Okay, SO MUCH things I want to do!*

2. Read a book for fun, not because you have to. Even though you've taken hard classes and thought smart thoughts, it's no guarantee that you will continue to think. So make sure to read. *yeah, too many books i didn't had read yet*

3. Find a less than perfect pray. Yes, the most and foremost, He is one and only. Keep pray for the best thing in your future. *Thankyou Allah*

 4. Find a less than perfect job. They all are. I spent many years looking for a perfect job—and I can assure you, it's not out there. So just take a job. You'll need to pay your bills while you figure out your life, so find something that won't drive you crazy and will help train you in some way (because your 20s are the time to train). *jangan memilih ye*

5. Find a bizarre, never-do-this-in-your-40s kind of job. This is a great time to take a job that you couldn't or wouldn't take later when you're grown averse to risks, picked up a mortgage, and support a family. *Yesssssss, semangat semangat*

6. Focus on a few friends.  Look for friends you can grow close with and pursue that closeness. These friends, like that job, will also be less than perfect. But cultivate friendship with them by spending regular times together. You will never regret investing in friendships, and these will bring stability and needed perspective in these topsy-turvy years. *AHHA*

7. Learn how to cook five meals. It'll help you save money, teach you to slow down, and train you in hospitality. Try the taco soup I got out of the cookbook my mom gave me: equal parts canned corn, canned tomatoes, chicken broth. Heat it up, pour it over tortilla chips, sprinkle with grated cheese. Hearty and healthy. *i think i need to learn more than five meals*

8. Explore and examine. Explore and examine three things: your city, your neighborhood, and your heart. Get to know where you live, the historical landmarks and hiking trails and regional peculiarities. Get to know your neighbors, too, and the local shops and restaurants. Learn about the plants and animals outside your home. *errr, might to think twice first*

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Assalammualaikum  =D